Friday, February 26, 2010

Old Like Last Years News

I'm already getting the excuse that the relationship is no longer new and exciting. I guess the truth hurts and it 'could' be that way for anyone but in my mind I believe that if you are with the right person who holds your interest and you have a relationship where you respect one another it would not have to be that way.

My belief is that I should be loved for who I am and my uniqueness should be admired as I have personality that can set me aside from the rest of the crowd, yet people tend to be somewhat scared of that.

I dont ask for much but I suppose I expect a lot without having to ask, why can't he just know and understand my feelings and emotions without me having to baby step through them?

Sunday, February 14, 2010

What makes me happy?

So I was thinking about the things that make me happy...
  • I enjoy laughing.
  • Getting special attention from my significant other.
  • Accomplishing something on my own.
  • While working out is a pain to do, it always feels good after.
  • I love it when my sweetheart cooks for me, you just know that it is made with love.
  • Listening to good music gives me an energy boost.
  • Doing something good for others who are close to me even if it is something small it is very rewarding to make someone else smile.
  • Having a productive day makes me feel good at the end of the day.
  • Looking at photos whether they are mine, someone elses, or photography in general they can all be inspiring.
  • Quiet time to relax and read is always pleasant.
  • Playing games to take your mind off of stress and other issues is a great way to relax and kill time.
  • Learning is something I really value, but you should not overload yourself with too much in one day.
  • I like to do some crafts from time to time, although it can require a lot of patience it allows me to get creative.
  • Finding good buys, saving a few dollars here and there makes me feel like a smart shopper.
  • Researching travel destinations and considering where I will take my next trip excites me.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Staying Stable

Yeah that is pretty much an image of a baby on a balance beam. While I will be as my friend put it "a quarter of a century year old this March" I am far from a baby, but still feel like my life is in the baby stage.

Balancing things are my current problem. Having the challenge of completing my bachelor degree and trying to tackle some work that will help me gain more experience in my life is a real toughie.

While school and work are not my only concerns at the moment, health is the third charm. I have been a bit stressed because I have pretty much missed a period. My months previous to my miss have had a delay from the normal routine and everytime I have tested it has been negative so I am concerned of some other underlying issue but have been trying to drive those thoughts out of my mind and just ignore the issues for the moment because I have no health insurance a huge medical bill just for an evaluation would just put me over the edge at the moment. Come on string of good luck and float my way Okay?