Saturday, June 27, 2009

fucked up feelings

Feeling sad,
Feeling mad,
Feeling bad,
Feeling depressed,
Feeling unloved,
Feeling unwanted,
Feeling lonely,
Feeling fat,
Feeling tired,
Feeling undesired,
Feeling used,
Feeling abused,
Feeling down,
Feeling left out,
Feeling like I dont fit in.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Wild Card

So now, im feeling like life has thrown me the wild card. The ball has started rolling downhill, and I have to make decisions in short time. The question is, should I stay or should I go? When things start to turn south, it always seems like its either a domino effect or you feel like every time you fix something you turn around, and something else goes wrong. I understand nothing is perfect, as I try to see the best outcome of my possibilities, but sometimes things are just tough. As, I know I am the type who likes to be sure about things or think everything through before I make a serious decision. I hope everything clears up, and I have a clear picture of things.