Sunday, November 2, 2008

To be Realistic or to Follow your Heart?


I have met someone who has taught me things, and shown me attention in ways which I have thought were unimaginable. Someone who is on the same page mentally with me, and enjoys my company. This person makes me overwhelmed with joy, while he may have little flaws I feel I am very close to him and he feels the same about me. While all of this may sound good...he is gone now, moved away. His job calls and sent him off. He has asked me to come be with him, with as much as I would like to be with him its just not that easy. I'm scarred from the past and afraid to make the same mistakes for love again. I do hold a decent job here, yet it is a job not a career ... I would like to focus on going back to school. My family I know would be unhappy if I made the decision to move away with him but sometimes I feel like I have a need or a desire to be with one special person. My heart is not in Ohio.